The Stories

Erotic fiction written by me, Helen L.

I began my own site, at a different url, in 1998, and currently have almost sixty erotic stories online, of varying length, some in several chapters.

I started writing as a response to the (mostly-)bad porn fiction I found. I heard a good description of what I consider the difference between porn and erotica recently: porn concentrates on the mechanics of sex, while erotica on the emotions.

I believe that many writers think that the more explicit the sexual content of a story, and the more and more varied sex that you can pack into it, the sexier it is. My own view is that the emotional content - even with very little actual sex - is far more erotic.

As I posted way back when I opened the original site: What turns me on is the passion that builds between two people. The passion that becomes a need to know one another in the most intimate way.

You'll find that my stories are generally about consenting adults, and won't deviate far from this. If you're looking for explicit descriptions of varied sexual practices, you're probably in the wrong place.

My Journal

Begun in 1999, my journal was an exercise in interactive storytelling that changed and was changed by my life. As a writer of erotica, it was important to me that my diary did not shy away from my own experiences of love and sex, but documenting them and living them was something of a Heisenberg relationship.

Had blogs been popular when I began the journal, it likely would never have seen the light of day. Not only would I have felt that it would be lost in the crowd, but I've come to a recent realization that the chronological presentation is necessary to the progressive story. If I had used blogging software rather than develop my own scripts, it would have been ineffective.

I haven't updated the journal in several years with anything other than quick status notes on current stories. I don't regret having written as much as I did, but the intersection between blog life and real life was a mixed bag, and I needed to back away.

Still, the story that it told is as valid as it ever was, and I will not be taking it offline.

To experience the journal in its original intent as progressive fiction / soap opera, I would recommend beginning at the beginning.

The Forum

There is a new (as of April 2020) forum system active at

I have had two different forum systems at the site before now, and the interaction with readers was always good. These days participation is mostly on social media, not forums, but the latter still have a place.

Please visit. Leave feedback, read others' contributions. Offer your own! You do need to register (because spam is still a major problem) but you don't need to use your real name.

In keeping with the tone of the rest of the site, I won't approve stories that I consider crude, degrading, obscene or unsuitable. For the reasons I mentioned above, I just don't think they contribute to erotic potential.


My collection of links was never very extensive, and most of what I've collected has gone offline over the years. These are some that are still around, or that I've recently discovered. Please post other recommendations to the General area of the forum


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